It's me again, listening to 蛍火の杜へ BGM, come back to my secret base after 7 months to write about how much I hate Psychology again hahahahha
I wanted to write in Chinese before I read my last post lol
I guess all the posts during my uni life will be how much I hate Psyc fml
Since I wrote that I haven't been writing for 7 months...well...I went to 埼玉 for one month! short term Japanese program~ one of my favourite events during my uni life!
The schedule was so tight and I was quite tired during the whole program, but it is so rewarding!
My Japanese listening and reading improved quite a lot, my speaking as well, not from the contents of the class but it was thank to the student volunteers and the environment which encouraged (forced) me to use my Japanese.
Thanks to this trip, I knew that Tokyo or the 関東地方 is not a place for me. I had also decided to take this as my homework every time I visit a new place -- to judge whether that place suitable for me to live or to migrate.
好吧，我原本想写这篇的原因是想发泄啦，发泄我看人渣的本愿的时候变态的快感和共鸣同时又在谴责自己离经叛道，发泄我上心理学课的忧郁和压抑……
我的人生太顺遂，顺遂到我一点不顺心和委屈都接受不了！
这样鼓励自己，这些就是磨练，只不过是考验而已。我对心理学的压抑只不过是闯关一样的感觉，瞬间就过了没事的。
之前还有在想，很多人是怎么在这种无奈下挨过来的？为什么我都已经大学了还需要挨这种？这样是在浪费生命吗？那种每次接触到心理学的任何component都超级压抑的感觉好像快要死掉的感觉！
但是超多人这样的，大学真的超多人这样。我已经很幸运的了，找到真心喜欢的热忱。这学期的日文也很重，可是做的蛮开心的。还没开始做在东想西想的时候，超压力但不压抑，开始想idea在投入的时候，嘴角都会不禁上扬，挺自得其乐的。
加油吧~！反正我还有这里可以发泄
